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My mom has always been totally accepting of me but recently I have started really opening up! I have been journaling to try to focus myself and get myown mind wraped around just how long I have been seeing ghosts. So I shared an experience and memories I think was my first memory of a ghost with my mother to try to see if I could sift through what was real and what my mind had made up over the past few years, well, it didn't turn out how I expected. I told her I remember laying in a white room with a soft light to my left and stairs to my right that lead up to a loft the was like an open bedroom. I told her that what struck me was I didn't sleep the whole time I was in that bed because there were people standing on the stairs staring at me and they totally wigged me out but my whole life I knew those poeple were not there. So my mom informed me that I was 4 years old and we were in Florida on a vacation. She was amazed that I even remebered it but what she told me about the whole experience totally made sence. My brother was a new born, and he was a really good baby. Mom said he cried and was fussy the whole time we stayed there. She said my best friend and I (who was also 4) and usally very good were in cranky moods and very hard to handle. She said the other couple that was with us, her friend, also had a very hard time sleeping there and they ended up leaving early and not staying there at all. When I told here that there were people "ghosts" in the room, lots of them, that made me feel crowed and uneasy she said it made total sense. I think it will make it also easier now to talk to her about some of the memories I have and opening up to something that I have been carrying with me for a long time.
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