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I have jumped, quite literally, off the psychic cliff! I am scared, freaked out, nervous, anxious, excited, ambitious, and more than a little determined to make things work. Ok, let me back up! A month ago I found myself exactly where I did not want to be. Spiritually exhausted, living at home, with a college degree I wasn't using, and trying to sell postage meters to Candians at a dead-end telemarketing job. In my mind, I had a plan. It was a means to an end, I'd tell myself every morning as I gulped down significant mouthfuls of coffee trying to energize myself for the absolutely depleting day I was about to endure. I would never have counseled someone in a reading to continue on like this, but because I felt it was the responsible thing to do, I did not make any changes to this miserable routine.
My reading schedule had been hectic. Especially on top of working a fulltime job. In short, I was becoming someone I did not like, a slave to responsibility, and a shadow version of myself. I knew it was time to make a change! So I did. I called a friend in Minneapolis, MN, and asked if I could stay with him for a few days. I packed up my things, quit my job, and moved to the place that I wanted to be. A big city, full of opportunity, and the freedom to pursue my psychic career fulltime. I felt completely liberated, for about 5 seconds, until reality kicked in! What the hell was I thinking?!? And thus, in the blink of an eye, I took a leap of faith, and catapulted my skinny gay ass off the psychic cliff. This jump represents the next phase in my journey as a psychic and a medium. It represents the beginning of my transition from a person, who because of his nature, and because of the fact he's a psychic, likes to plan and know the future before he particpates in it. To a person who has faith. To a person who truly believes that God has a purpose and a plan for each one of us. And to a person who works hard to believe in himself even when others tell him he shouldn't. I believe that most of the legitimate and quality psychics and mediums in this world do this work because they have been guided to do so. At least, that is why I continue to do the work that I do. Because I believe, ultimately, that by giving readings, working with the police, and giving people closure I am making my corner of the world a slightly better place. I am so grateful for all of the wonderfully supportive people that I have around me. I look forward to sharing this leap into the unkown with all of you. I welcome your suggestions, comments, and ideas about what you would like to see me do next. So if you've been feeling trapped, unhappy, uncreative, or like a spiritually unuseful person ask yourself, "Are you ready to jump?"
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God give me strenght to do so - if only one more time!